okay, he is here and well, he has been here for one week. for those of my dearest friends to whom i have failed to contact to let you know. please forgive me. i have had my daily crying spells, mainly when i crawl into bed knowing i have a LONG night ahead of me. my mother has been here to help which i am SO GRATEFUL for and jeff has been so good to me. alice is loving her baby brother and is so proud to be a big sister now. each day gets better and i look as this little guy and think 1) whos child are you, he doesn't look like either one of us and 2) i didn't know that i could love anyone so much. HE IS PURE JOY. (except for the hours between 11 pm and 6 am, but it is all good when the sun comes up.)
nash jeffrey bigham
july 22, 2008
7:59 am
